I am really, really sad right now. My cat, the one I've had since I was 9--since he could fit inside my hand--and has slept with me every night that I've been home, my baby, is being put to sleep in a few hours, and I can't be there. I can't believe I will never see him again. I've never lost anyone close to me, but this cat is like a family member to me. I was, AM, profoundly attached. He wasn't even old, but he got cancer of the mouth, which is inoperable, and he wasn't able to even eat, so it was time. The worst, aside from being so far from home so that I can't say good bye, is that none of my friends has pets, so no one understands how I feel. . .I love you Mugsy. Early January, '05
What song is playing on my iTunes right now: What I'm reading: What I'm Wearing: Back to anecdotal journalism again! - Tuesday, May 1st, 2007 |